11.
She
appealed to me because she was like people I had
never met personally. Like women in English novels
who walked the
moors (whatever they were) with
their loyal dogs racing at a respectful distance.
Like the women who sat in front of roaring fireplaces,
drinking tea incessantly from silver trays full of
scones
and crumpets.
Women who walked over the "heath"
and read morocco-bound
books and had
two last names divided by a hyphen. It would
be safe to say that she made me proud to be Negro,
just
by being herself.
12.
She acted just as refined as whitefolks in the movies
and books and she was more beautiful, for none of
them could have come near that warm color without
looking gray by comparison.
13.
It was fortunate that I never saw her in the company
of powhitefolks.
For
since they tend to think of their whiteness as an
evenizer, I'm certain that I would have had
to hear her spoken to commonly as Bertha, and my image
of her would have been
shattered like the unmendable Humpty-Dumpty.
14.
One summer afternoon, sweet-milk fresh in my memory,
she stopped at the Store to buy provisions.
Another Negro woman of her health and age would have
been expected to carry the paper sacks home in one
hand, but Momma said, "Sister Flowers, I'11 send
Bailey up to your house with these things."
15.
She smiled that slow dragging
smile, "Thank you, Mrs. Henderson. I'd prefer
Marguerite, though. "My name was beautiful when
she said it. "I've been meaning to talk to her,
anyway." They
gave each other age group looks.